Loss of self

_{"Why do you seek that which you fear the most?"
"You wouldn't understand."
"Try me."}

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So I wake up this morning and there's this water bottle with a lightbulb stuck on top, right?
...

no there is no joke that goes with this.

Summer has gone on too long.

_{idk what is even happening here
why am i not using colors
where did that lightbulb come from
WHY CAN'T I DRAW PROPERLY /sob}